This Isn't Camping.

Growing up in our family - you know that I really love to camp.
I loved when mom and dad would let Tim and I bring a tent to set up right next to the camper.  This, however, isn't camping.  The people of Haiti are living in tents.  They are living in tents because they have lost their homes.  But even moreso, they are living in tents because they are scared.  The Haitians saw their loved ones die beneath colapsed buildings.  They saw their own limbs amputated because of the tumbling concrete walls.  I can't even imagine the horror.  Bob & Vicki both described in vivid detail what it was like during the quake.  Bob was driving back from Petionville (on the mountain side of Port-Au-Prince)  and the buildings came crashing down into the street.  He was stuck in his vehicle for quite sometime because it was absolute gridlock.  He eventually decided to walk to the Children's home.  He came across a woman who had died and was naked.  He found something to cover her with.  He then helped pull people out of buildings.  He told us how he remembers the cries and moans from those trapped who he couldn't get to.  I think that would haunt me for a long time.  Vicki was at the Children's home when the trembling began.  She saw many of the kids running out of their rooms into the yard where they were cowering beneath the metal covered cabana of sorts.  She had to convince them to move to a place where they could see the sky.  As the hours rolled on she was trying to provide basic medical care to wounds and injuries far beyond her scope.  She said she just didn't know what to do when she saw a friend of theirs bring his little boy to the compound who had a large piece of wood stuck through his back.  In the first few days Bob and Vicki exhausted their supplies and their energy.  They ran out of water and food for the masses of people who began setting up their tents in and around the Salvation Army Compound.  Currently 20,000 people are living there.  A long term solution is being developed to help people move into homes and rebuild their confidence that they can be in a home again.

While I was in Haiti there were two "tremblings" that occured.  I only felt one of them in the middle of the night.  Two of the Haitian women living in the home were staying came running out of the building.  They were absolutely terrified.  They moved their mattresses to the porch and slept there the remaining days that I was in Haiti. 

My prayers for the Haitian people are that God can rebuild their confidence to live in a covered home, especially with the rainy season upon them.  That the large organizations in Haiti can expedite the design and building process to begin making the "3-year" homes which will get people back on their feet.  (I would love to be part of a team that builds some of these homes - perhaps this summer:))  That resources such as water, food, and work will be available in the new "neighborhoods" so that people will have incentive to move out of their tents and into a more stable living environment.  Would you pray with me these prayers?  Isaiah 49:8-20 God will be faithful to answer.  Love, T

So Sad Saturday will become Terrific Thursday

On Saturday morning I made it to my favorite spin class at LA Fitness and then headed off to Whole Foods so I could continue eating my Haitian diet (it's working by the way).  Anyhow - when I returned home I was putting the groceries away when I thought to myself, "I don't remember seeing any clouds in the sky.  Is it really raining?  That's really loud rain.  It sounds like it's in my house."  Well, the thought was a reality.  It was raining in my house because of the ice damns.  Oh my goodness.  Needless-to-say, I think the devil was mad I went down to Haiti.  After my attempt to squelch the problem, I called my contracter, Alan, who I just spent 2 weeks with in Haiti.  He helped me to calm down a bit and reminded me that this just might be a blessing in disguise.  The damage is not pretty but I have been faithfully paying my insurance since I bought the house.  It was time to make a claim.  On Tuesday I arrived home to find the restoration specailists making some lovely changes to my home.  So tomorrow (Thursday) I will be meeting with Alan to figure out the plan to fix the damage and since he'll already be making a mess, I am going to remodel the kitchen.  It is about 5 years overdue and as my Dad said, "This is a great catalyst" to getting it all done.  Here are a few pictures of what I came home too!

La Maison du Bonheur

La Maison du Bonheur is The Salvation Army's Children's Home in Port Au Prince, Haiti.  Fifty boys and girls live there who are either orphaned or are unable to live with their parents because of dire circumstances.  Thank God that all 50 children survived the earthquake.  Many of the older teenagers helped take care of injured people.  The children's home did not fall but it did experience significant damage and is going to have to be torn down for safety.  All but one of the children are currently living in a tent with family or friends.  The Salvation Army is helping provide food, shelter, and education while the children's home is rebuilt.  They actually are most likley to build 2 new children's homes; one for elementary and one for secondary students.  I think that is a great idea.  The one child who is not currently in the tent city is living with the couple who we helped during our time in Haiti.  Bob is the Director of Disaster Services in Haiti and Vicki is the Children's Home Director.  I'll post some pictures of little Ketsia in another post.  Anyhow, below you'll find some photos from within the children's home.  One of our big jobs was to salvage everything we could out of the home and the attached appartment where Bob and Vicki lived.  It was too difficult (time-wise and emotionally) for them to get everything out of the building.  It was a real privilege to serve this couple because we new that our service would permit them to continue the disaster relief instead of concentrating on salvage before the demolition. 

This is one of the doorways.  The bricks were ready to fall any minute.  There were several aftershocks or small quakes while we were there that could have sent this tumbling.  Can you say "hard hat"?

This is a view of the tent city from the children's home that was in and surrounding The Salvation Army Compound. 

Debris in the children's home.

Kitchen in the attached apartment.  See that piece of wood sticking down on the left?  I thought that I would just rip it off since it was in the way - NOT A GOOD IDEA.  The tiles started to fall and I stopped before the wall gave way.  (I was being careful Mom - I stopped - I didn't get hurt).  Anyhow - Alan proceeded to give me a stern talk about not pulling, tugging, or fixing anything.  I think he may have said "Don't even breathe on that!"  He also informed me that I was to no longer kick any doors that wouldn't easily open.  Good thinking.  That's what friends are for :)

This is actually one of my favorite photographs because it shows it "just as it was" right after the quake.  I think the color and composition tell a good story.

This was a typical sight all over the children's home - cracks and holes in the walls.  In Haiti almost all of the buildings are made of cement.  It really crumbles during the trembling of the quake. 

Destination Imagination

Saturday is a big day for the kids and me as we will be going to a competition for our Destination Imagination team. The boys are on a team of seven kids which I co-coach. We've been meeting twice a week after school since October. It's difficult to explain what Destination Imagination (DI) is -- it's problem solving, teamwork, creativity, imagination, acting and fun! There is an article on our school district's website about DI with a picture of the boys. So cool! Here's a link ... check it out! http://manitowocpublicschools.org/news.cfm?story=4489

This year our team's challenge was to find a news article from another country (ours is Indonesia) and tell the story in an eight minute skit (a new world record for releasing paper lanterns) ... during the skit they'll be putting weights on a structure they've built with only newspaper and glue that can weigh no more than 75 grams (equivalent to 15 nickels). Their test structures held almost 60 pounds! The more weight it holds, the more points they score : ) All the scenery and props must incorporate newspaper and all the props must fit into a box they've built and decorated. The team must come up with the ideas & solutions themselves without any help. It's amazing to see the solutions these kids come up with!
Both boys have been in DI since 1st grade and it's so much fun having them on the same team -- they work so well together!

I'll let you know how it goes -- the top 2 teams advance to the state competition. I'm crazy busy this week with last minute preparations and practice but so excited for the team, and especially Isaac and Adam!

Art award

March is Youth Art Month! The Manitowoc Public Schools celebrate by displaying hundreds of pieces of the K-12 student's work at our community's art museum. It's amazing to see all the talent! Both boys were honored this year to have a piece of their art chosen to be on display. I'll post pics soon of their art. Isaac was given a special award this year for outstanding achievement in art. Each art teacher chooses students to award this to! Here is Isaac receiving his award. That's his principal and the superintendant presenting the award. His art teacher Ms. Fisher is between them -- she's amazing!!! The wall behind them is displaying the art of the award winners. The room was packed with hundreds of students, families, teachers and administrators for the opening of Youth Art Month. We're so thankful the Manitowoc schools and community value the arts! Great job Isaac & Adam!

Happy Birthday Carol!

Just wanted to say Happy Birthday day to my Wonderful god mother! I love you and i hope that you have a great birthday! Enjoy Love Addy and Faith

Home

Hello Family & Friends,
Words cannot describe the trip to Haiti.  It was one of the most impactful missions I have ever been on.  Your prayers were felt and were most definitely effective.  The Hatian people are so wonderfully nice and so desperately in need.  It was such a privilege to be even a small part of helping these wonderful brothers and sisters.  I am hoping a praying that I will be able to return again this year.  The Salvation Army is at the helm for helping folks and it is truly evident that the money that is being donated is making its way directly to the people who need it in the form of food, shelter, and provision.  They are leading the way in terms of long term solutions which makes me so glad.

Over the next couple of weeks I'll be posting pictures (they will be on facebook too - but I won't fill in all the details there) and retelling stories and thoughts from the trip.  I apologize for taking so long to get a post up - it has been extremely hectic since I have returned home including some home repairs that I have had to attend to right away (oh joy of joys) and a pile of the most odiferous laundry I have ever encountered.

Just a quick picture here of me and my teammates Alan (our leader) and Drew (one of my pastors) while we were at the Divisional Headquarters of the Salvation Army dropping off the box truck.

My birthday

We met Ryan, Joy, Isaac and Adam in Green Bay this evening to celebrate my birthday. We had fun visiting and we even got a good picture despite the fact that the cold wind was making our teeth chatter. I love being with them!

Just One Week

Well, we have just one more week in our condo in the city. We will then be moving into my aunt's townhouse until we close on our new home in the middle of May. It's bittersweet to leave, but I'm so excited to get settled as soon as possible.

The girls are doing well. Alaina has learned her shapes and colors and now we are working on letters and numbers. She's a little sponge! Addie is awake much more during the day, and likes to play with rattles on the floor.

I had my last post-op with my doctor and was finally cleared for exercise! I never thought I'd be so excited to get on a treadmill, but it feels great!

Sorry this note is so short, but it's hard to write with just one hand to type with ;) I'm feeding Addie as I write...haha

Here are some new pictures of the girls!

Love you all,
Emily Ann

Paul's Valentine Present done

Hello Everyone
I had told Addy that I would share the watercolor picture I was painting when it was done. I had decided that I would paint a picture of Dad for him for Father's day. Well I have a real hard time keep secrets and even harder time not giving a present when I have one to give. So Valentine came before Father's Day and I had to give it to him. With that long explanation here is what I did.

Busy

Hello All!
I think that it is funny that since Tracy has been gone the family blog has slowed down so much. We really enjoy reading about what is going on in everyones life. So dont forget to write!!
Faith and i have been busy beavers lately!! With being sick (we are finally getting better) school, and work its hard to get everything i want to get done, done. Even with the economy today we have been really picking up at work and we may have to hire another employee and that is great news!! There has been really great word of mouth given from our parents who are happy and pleased with everything going on at school.
As many of you may have heard, i have gone on a date a few times with this guy and his name is Joe. I met him on the internet and we have been talking for about a month. This news to some would be everday stuff, but for a single mom it is a big deal. Well at least for this single mom it is. Its funny to me since we have been talking it seems like i have know him for so much longer since all we have really done is talk. He reminds me of grandpa very loving and kind takes care of others before himself, and has the PATIENCE of a saint!! lol He was raised by great parents that taught him morals and values and his parents are still married. I didnt think that there were any nice guys left out there and im crossing my fingers that i found one!! Im not one to sit and talk about guys so i am just happy right now and hope for good things to come!! ok enough about that!!! lol
Faith has been very busy lately. Last night they had a family night at her school and we had pizza and made home made books. It was a lot of fun and its so nice to see her in her school setting and how she acts there. Since Faith goes to daycare with me we share a lot of time together and her "big girl school" is something i think she feels is just hers, it makes a difference on how she acts and behaves.
Well all is very well here and we are praying for Tracy and her safe return home and for GG to feel better everyday!
God bless
addy

I am thinking about Tracy today.

Yes, cats Do watch TV

Yesterday I was clicking through the channels and there was a show about wolves in Yellowstone and May was transfixed by it. I have never seen either cat take any interest in the TV before but this National Geographic program really hooked her. It was so cute.

Thank You

For Your Prayers Haiti 2/16 - 2/25:
For Effectiveness, For Safety, For Peace, For God's will to be accomplished.

I have a picture of each one of you and I'll be praying for you too!
Love, Tracy

Grandma

Well, as many of you know Grandma is in the hospital. She went in on Thursday and is still there today. Linda said that when grandma called this morning, she said the doctor told her that she isn't getting better the way she thought she would. Because of this grandma is going to be getting a different kind of meds to help her get better. I know that you do already, but take a bit of extra time today and pray for a fast recovery. We love you grandma and you are in our thoughts and prayers. Get better soon, we love and miss you! Addy

Prayers rising up

Tracy, I am imagine you are getting really excited about leaving on your mission trip tomorrow. We will all be breathing prayers for you as you go about spreading help, smiles, and support to the Haitians. They will see the face of God in yours. May God be with you!

Carol you asked for it so here it is!

Carol asked to see my home picture wall that I have. When we moved here I wanted to keep close to everyone so I asked for and took pictures of the homes of all of you. I pass by this wall many times a day and I am reminded to pray for your households when I do. If your wondering about the little picture on the top it is from Genesis 31:49 "May the Lord Watch over Thee One from the Other" I think is really speaks to our family being apart but yet together. This is a quote from Biblegateway.com Genesis 31:

"now, let's make a covenant, you and I, and let it serve as a witness between us."

45 So Jacob took a stone and set it up as a pillar. 46 He said to his relatives, "Gather some stones." So they took stones and piled them in a heap, and they ate there by the heap. 47 Laban called it Jegar Sahadutha, [c] and Jacob called it Galeed. [d]

48 Laban said, "This heap is a witness between you and me today." That is why it was called Galeed. 49 It was also called Mizpah, [e] because he said, "May the LORD keep watch between you and me when we are away from each other.

We are still missing some homes and I need some updated pictures and places but present are:
Mom & Dads
Bob
Linda's and Addy & Faith
Tracy
Tim
Pete and Emily Ann
Debbie and Peter
Carol & Ken
Sara's very old place
Yvonne and Dick

I need
Joy & Ryan
updated Sara
Winter
Lindsy
Susie & Paul

No Matter if I have your pictures or not I do pray for you and your family daily. Love you all
Emily Marie

Twitter

Hello Again Family and Friends,

I thought you might want to know that we are going to be getting an international phone for the trip to Haiti.  One thing that will allow us to do is to 'tweet' from Haiti.  We would love to let you know that we made it safely, what our prayer concerns are so that you can pray for us, and give you updates of hope from Haiti. 

You can follow us online or via your phone on twitter.  I have added the twitter scrollbar to the right on on our family blog.

Love you all - thanks for your prayers - I'll be posting as much as I am able before I go.  I'm not sure if I'll be able to post from Haiti or not.

Tracy

Helping Haiti

Hi Dear Family,
Just a little note to say that I need your prayers.  I am currently planning on heading to Haiti on Tuesday, Feb 16th to work with the Salvation Army at The Salvation Army Children's Home named La Maison du Bonheur (The Home of Hapiness).  The details are rapidly coming together and I feel that God has asked me to go on this trip.  I would covet your prayers for safety and effectiveness.   I can't wait to tell you all about the plans and the trip.  Would you pray?

Much Love, Tracy

My Four Smiling Valentines

Today and I am thinking about and wondering how my four Valentines are doing at Disneyworld. I am sure they are sporting their sweet smiles as they re-explore their favorite vacation spot. I miss you!

Grandpa

So the other day Faith and I were driving in the car and she said "mom can i ask you a question?" and of course i said yes. Faith goes "Mom can me, nana, and you go to heaven quick? I really want to say hi to papa." i took a min. to think of what to say and she said "oh and then we can see shorty and pokey too." it was one of the sweetest moments. I just told her that heaven is a place you go when jesus needs us. When its our time to visit he will let us know. she said " ok maybe he will ask us tomorrow." Its hard to know what to say to a 3 year old.

Grandpa has been gone for over a year now and his impact on all of us is something we can hold in our hearts forever. For Faith the time that she spent with grandpa was always wonderful, but she never got to see the grandpa we all remember. I just wanted to post this to remind us how much life is truely a blessing and even though things may not turn out the way we want or we have a bad day, we lucky and very blessed with the wonderful family we have and our realtionship with god. Thank you GG for instilling such good morals in your children. Because of this they have been passed to me and now to Faith.

We love and miss you grandpa!

Good times!

Hello All! As many of you may have seen on facebook, i have finally puchased my own laptop and i love it! This way i will be able to keep in contact with everyone much easier. We have had a few bumps in the road lately with faith and her "clothing issues". Thank you to everyone for the ideas and i have choosen to do rewards and i REALLY REALLY hope that it works!!!! Its funny sometimes i have to take a step back and remember that faith is only 3. With her amazing vocabulary and the way she can grasp the concept of things so quickly her age slips my mind at times. Teaching 4-6 year olds in my class at school and faith who is really comparable to them is great and amazing, but crazy that she is only 3 and i have to take that into consideration.

Faith is truely enjoying her new bed and i love mine as well. She looks like a little peanut in a really big shell! Its so cute!

My road to being healthy has been going pretty well. I go to the gym 3-4 days a week and i really do enjoy it. Sometimes it is hard to get in the door, but once i am there it is great. (A big plus is the gym i am going to is about 20 feet from where i work so it is really easy to get to the door lol!) Faith gets to stay at daycare and it works out great since i get done at 230 now and she isn't always up from her nap yet so she can sleep and get up and play for a little bit before i take her home. I really think it is a good thing for me to post my progress. I feel like i am more accountable for what i am doing when i tell others so then i need to keep going and its a motivation for me. My big plan is to run a 5K in may or july depending on what race i can get to. It is a small goal for me but start small and then go for the big one. Eventually i want to run a 1/2 marathon, but that is going to take awhile and "baby steps" as they say!!

I hope that all is well with everyone and please know that Faith and I really do think of everyone on a daily basis and you are in our prayers. Thank you for your posts i love to read them!!

Sunshine ... here we come!

This is one of my favorite pictures of the boys taken at Disney World four years ago when they were 5 and 7 years old. We're heading off to Disney again this Saturday for a week. It's our favorite family vacation. I look forward to leaving the craziness of our everyday lives behind and just being together, enjoying each other, everyday, all day for a week!

It's February

Hello All,

January was our busiest blogging month since 2006.  Way to go family!  I've loved hearing from all of you!  Here are just a couple of shots still coming in from January.

Love, T

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Live Worship Pictures

Photos Credit to Michael Carian

From the crowd - we were singing "We Are Ready"

I'm in black between the two red lights. :)

Rehearsing "Glory" on Thursday Night. 

I am in the red shirt singing back ground vocals (BGV)

Singing "Cry Out Of Romans" 

Jonathan is playing guitar and Carol is playing piano.

They did such a great job.  I cannot wait to hear it.

Worship Leader Will singing one of my favorite songs of the night.

"Teach Us"

Drummer Alan plays regularly with my band. 

He and his wife Amanda have been really good freinds to me.

Pastor Beau McCarthy was our producer.

He is a talented bass player himself.

I have dubbed Dave the MVP.  He played in almost every band of the evening.  His skills are beyond measure but so is is humble attitude.  What a fantastic guy.  He and his wife, a very talented drummer herself, just opened a music lesson business. 

James wrote some really kickin' songs.  He invited me to sing BGV's for them. 

It was a lot of fun!  He was a real cut up last night.

Mariam wrote a beautiful song out of the psalms.  Mariam has some of the most beautiful harmonies I have ever heard.  She is able to pick up on the unusual or unexpected note pairings that most folks would never think of.

Matt rockin' out on electric.  Nathan killin' the drums.  Nathan and his wife Tina are some of my dearest friends.  They are my second family whilst my family is not all here in Michigan.

Looking forward to sharing more with you - especially if I am able to get some video footage.  Jonathan agreed to write more music with me - so we start rehearsal this week!  Whoot! Whoot!  I'm REALLY EXCITED!!

A Night of Worship

Oh my - what a wonderful night of worship. I wish you could have all been there. We recorded 14 songs live. There were around 300 in attendance and most of all God was in the house!! I can't wait to share pictures, video clips, and most of all the finished cd with you (not sure how long that will take).

I was blessed to have so many friends there to support me from all different parts of my life.

Jonathan nailed his part and the production engineer loved our take of Cry Out of Romans. My heart is overflowing with joy and gratitude. What an absolute privilege and pleasure it is to lead others in worship and to be known by God. He longs for us to worship Him - in voice - in mind - in body - in choices - in action - from every aspect of our life.
A big thank you goes out to Kensington Community Church who donated the space, time, and engineering for the event. Another huge thank you to Beau and Nate who worked tirelessly without complaint. And I can't express how overwhelmingly grateful I am to Jonathan who made Cry Out of Romans come alive.

Psalm 150:6:  Let everything that has breath praise the LORD! Praise the LORD!

I just found this on facebook.  This is from rehearsal the night before.
myself and Jonathan.

Another Edition of the Outlook!

Another edition of the Outlook is done. I was quite happy with how it turned out. If you take a look, you might notice that Tracy and Emily Ann inspired me in the selection and composition of the cover.

Linda

Another great day

It was another great day here at our house! We had a great time playing with friends in the building who came to bring food and meet Addison. Alaina was excited to see her friend John that we have not seen since before Christmas. It was so cute to see her give him a hug goodbye and share her toys so well.

We had the appraisal on the condo today, so hopefully there are no surprises and we can close on March 10th as planned. We are going on Friday to look at more potential homes in the Lake Zurich and Arlington Heights. Fingers crossed.

Also, after much deliberation, Pete and I have decided that Addison's shortened name will be spelled Addie instead of Addy. That way Addy Cain and Addie Nadeau won't get their names mixed up when we're speaking of them :) We figured since she's only 3 weeks old, we could still make a change.

Alaina almost made me cry today. She was playing with a hat of hers, and all of a sudden picked it up with both hands and put it on. It doesn't sound like much, but she used both arms and I have never seen her raise or rotate her right arm that far before! I got teary eyed just thinking of the progress she has made. We start up therapy again tomorrow, and Pete and I are excited to see what the OT has to say about what the next steps are.

Love you all!
Emily Ann, Pete, Alaina, and Addison (Addie)

The Making of Bunny II

Most of you meet Bunny I when Alaina visited at Christmas. It was her favorite bunny and he went everywhere with her. Well Bunny went missing in action the day that Addy came home from the hospital and Alaina was very sad to lose him. Since I made Bunny I, I need to get into action and make Bunny II. While I was making BunnyII I thought I might as well make Addy her Bunny I. So I thought I would share with you all the Making of Bunny Duece!




As with Bunny one they are made out of Chasmere Sweaters I found at a resale shope. I felted the sweaters and then used them like fabric for the bunny. It makes the cutest small bunny. So very soft and just the right size to hold in your hand.







This one is a heads up picture! LOL


When I saw this picture I could not help but sing that song. "I fall to pieces"


And the Bunnies are done! They are in the mail and on their way to be home with Alaina and one day Addy!

Muscles & Beauty

Happy Anniversary Muscles and Beauty!
I think you are a great match.

New use for the Bed buddy!

So as many of you have heard, Addison has been suffering from colic... It's been a lot of fun at night and needless to say we were looking for a solution to our problems! Emily read online that colic usually comes from being gassy and it suggested that they need to have some extra pressure on their belly to help. We noticed when we would hold Addie against our chest that she would be much calmer and fall right asleep. It's impossible to hold her like that all night and if you put a baby on their stomach nowadays, the baby police will come and haul you away. That's when the light bulb went off with the bed buddy! Not too heavy, but still enough pressure to help her while keeping her in the law friendly back sleeping position. So thanks again Carol! We are very well rested today!

Pete